Church and Fast Times, God and Faith

To go to church or not?? Well It is written we should go to a gathering in a church, but I have not been very developed into doing this. It seems difficult for anyone who is a Christian to understand me. I believe in God and quote scripture and yet refuse to go to church. I may be shamed for this. Until I find this church of faith and Christianity , I will not attend a church yet. You see that picture up above that is mine of where I live. No all kidding aside that is where I live, but there is buildings..I am making excuses for not going to church and I will be spanked for this I know. Its the fast times and stuff that keeps me from this. I will change, How about you??